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Monday, March 31, 2008


Taggy Replies:

Fiona (Mei Mei) - Definitely. =x

Adriana (idono..) - Mmm.. Ayes.

Hamster (Mei Mei) - Cos there's something wrong with my phone.

Adriana (idono..) - Enigmatic state.


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My phone rang.
Its a private number.

I answered, "Hello?"

She said, "Guess who I am?"

My brow furrowed, "Sharon?"

"Nope!"

My cells burned, "Kelly?"

"Maybe.."

"You're Sharon!" I exclaimed.

"I'm not Sharon!"

"Then you must be Hui Ler. Toopid toopid toopidlet!"

"I stupid then you talk to me for?"

That's when I knew it was Sharon. Hah. Stupid! =x

Sharon is ben ben. lalala~





~ { 10:59 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Friday, March 28, 2008


Taggy Replies:

Adriana (idono..) - Cos.. I really do not know.

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My phone is giving me problems.
It does not allow me to send/receive sms.
Whenever I tried doing so, it'll show this "Operation Failed."

Thus, whoever wanna contact me, call me, don't sms me.

To all: PICK UP YOUR PHONE WHEN I CALL.







~ { 10:31 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .



I'm on the bus and blogging this:

"There's a girl staring at me."

"She makes me feel so awkward."

"Am I supposed to continue feeling awkward or give some response to her stare?"


_ _ _ _ _ _


Neither. Instead, I smiled at her when alighting and she smiled back!
See! I'm so friendly right?


~ { 3:22 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Monday, March 24, 2008


22 March 2008

Woken up by Li Min's call at 6am+
Half-asleep.
Woken up by jie's call.
Told her I was awake and preparing to meet her.

Interrupted by Kelly.
I stared at my earpiece, then forgot I was meeting Chloe.
I thought I was meeting Kevin kor.. so I didn't care about time.
Kevin kor always make Regina, Hafiz & I wait for 1hour+.
So I thought I'd do it this time too..
..But again, I forgot I was meeting Chloe. Not Kevin.

Chatted halfway then Kelly emo and said she no mood.
Hung up.
I stripped,
bathed,
styled hair,
changed,
picked up my bag,
left the house.

Met Chloe at Serangoon Mac.
She waited for 35 minutes and I laughed for 5 minutes.
Got her filet-o-fish and sausage macmuffin for myself.
I ate.
She nibbled.

She wanted ice for her tea.
I created this exclusive milo tea with my "ice from my milo-ice"
She complained, I smiled.


Bus-ed to Bartley via 22?
Oh yes, its 22.

Alighted and saw Yi Jing.
I think Yi Jing changed,
but I'll come to that
later.

Reached, Bartley, blasted my instrument like mad.
After awhile, Chloe told me to follow her to the toilet.
I was like.. -.-"?

Went into band room and they started rehearsing.
Sat beside Hwee Ling to learn the gimmicks, but I still didn't get it.
Eudora came along and I helped her with her part.

Board the bus and made our way to Nanyang Girl's High School.
Sunarto took 2 seats.
Afifah took 2 seats.
Derek took 2 seats.
Chloe took 2 seats.
I took 2 seats.
The rest shared. =x lala

In the end, I left my instrument infront so Chloe could sit with me.
Blasted my mp3 and almost made her deaf.
Chloe spent like 15 minutes searching for her song,
8-in-1.
It was a combination of 8 songs compiled into one.
We finally settled down and I continued pulling her part of the earpiece. =x

Reached Nanyang Girls,
Derek was real sarcastic about the amenities available in their hostel.

Alighted and saw Poh Yih.
He was the official in charged for that day.
Almost bullied him, LoL.

Settled down in their canteen,
Hwee Ling taught me the gimmicks & dance again.
I understood.
Eudora asked me if I still remember,
I siad yes.
Eudora said, "Sure?"
I answered, "no."
Then Hwee Ling taught me all over again. =_=
Oh.. sorry & thanks. :p

We had Halla chicken rice for dinner.
I ate up Sabrina's veg,
and shared Felix's veg with Eudora.
Am I turning into bunny? No right? LoL.

Somehow I didn't felt like eating the chicken,
but nobody else wanted my portion either.

Halfway through dinner, Sabrina pointed at Ronald Macdonalds.
Yup, there was one statue of him in Nanyang Girl's canteen.
I guess they nicked it from Macs before it was open 24/7. Oh nickers. = =||

After dinner, I bought mentos at their vending machine.
Yi Jing was like asking me for change.
Then Gwen mei came over and did the same.
Naturally I gave my coins to Gwen mei. =x
LoL. Yi Jing ke lian.

After dinner was photo taking.
Everytime the photo was about to snap, I covered Chloe's face. =x
Then I bullied jie throughout. :o

Soon it was rehearsal, and we set in the theater listening to Monfort MB.
There, I typed out my new concert date on the handphone and told Celestia to pass the news.
Guess what?
She really did "pass" the news.
My handphone was passed around to all the members at the back. =_=
Some saw Yi Wen's face and was like chio chio chio.
Dots.

Yi Wen you see la.
Tell you don't want your face as wallpaper liao. zz
You're gonna have lots of bi finding you. =x

After Monfort was us.
Mr Leng was insistent that we carry a smile on our face so here :- =D:DxD

We practiced for awhile and Justin was substituted by Sunarto cos.. he screwed up.
I don't blame him though, sometimes our nerves simply make us make mistakes.

Well..
After rehearsal and all the bla bla bla, it was the actual concert of course.

I guess we did relatively well for the concert?
(Cept for some minor mistakes.. shh!)

Packed 1 pair of clash symbals,
2 snare drums,
1 cowbell and I dono what all into Mr Aw's car booth.

On the bus and we passed by Chloe's house but I stopped her from alighting.
Made her accompany me all the way to Bartley.

Took bus to amk hub and still deciding whether or not to watch movie.
Jie keep urging me to sent her home but I didn't want to. =x

Went to cathay to catch a couple of glimpse and instead settled for dinner at subway.
Jie ate dono what iwth honey dono what sauce.
I chose tuna with just plain mayo.

In the end, the usual bunny-like jie, dumped all the veg cos of the sauce. o..o
And she stole HALF of my cookie! RAH!
Actually I gave her half of my pimpled face cookie cos she was drooling. ooo?

After dinner, sent Chloe jie to bus stop. Her bus came.
I waved bye.

Walked to mrt and thought I saw Xin Ni agian. =_=
It wasn't her thoough and there I went, home sweet home.



PS: I took 5 days to finish this entry cos I was too busy.
PPS: This entry is completed on 9.15pm, 27 March 2008 on my way home, sitting on bus 169.

~ { 3:01 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .



Taggy Replies:

Anna - So fierce.. dots. (-.-)||"

Melisa - Okie!

Adriana - Um.. because.. .. .. lor.

Chiu Yen - Yup!

Chiu Yen - Thanks! :x

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15 March 2008

It was Xin Ni's birthday and I .. overslept. Oops. Sorry sweetie!
Not like it mattered though cos most of our wild activities start in the night (secret!)

She came to my house to wake me up and waited for almost 2 hours as I got dressed & styled my hair.
Oops again! >.<"

Cabbed down to Novena and pei her eat some japanese balls. Something like Onigiri but filled with more ingredients + taste so much more tastier. xD

Cabbed down to Paragon to walk + shop till I drop (cos I was holding on to her stuffs), then made our way to Cineleisure but she said she wanted to Kbox instead.. so we went to Marina but I remembered they had limited songs so in the end we didn't go. =_=

Went to Thomson Han's to collect her customized Black Forests with extra toppings & cabbed back to her house. Put everything down, cab again to amk hub and bought some sushis at
ichiban sushi~ Kay.. so it wasn't some but LOADS. I think we spent $90+ on sushis lor. =_="

Walk like throughout the mall then we came to couple lab and xinni wanted to get a set for us..
Okay I'm bad. I almost said no again but this time I failed. She got it before I could say anything. In fact, she pre-ordered it. Oh well.. I gave in and wore it since she was the birthday girl.

Took 169 all the way to Causeway Point & walked back to her house which was like uber far from interchange. LoL. Lucky we already dropped her shopping spree. xD

Dinner was candle lit with some italiano dishes prepared by chef Xin Ni! Okay soz, I still dun remember the dishes names. Sweet huh? Oh yes! So damn sweet! Assistant chef was naturally the super genius chef rickz. lalala.

Exactly before 12midnight, we lit the candles for her cake. I didn't use the 1 big candle to represent 10 small ones but instead, lit up all 18 star-shaped candles I got from sweet memories. Guess what? Miss Princess xinni blew them all off in one breath. Pro de lor. Guess being a band member has its benefits huh huh huh? :D

She was half-cutting the cake then suddenly she turned and kissed me. Omigosh? I was so shocked when she started crying too. I know what was happening. Sorry sweetie. I shouldn't have but perhaps I did the right thing too. Its been 4 years since we seperated; I know I've affected you deeply but its time we move on. And yes, I'll still always be there for you and you know I've always kept my promise to you.

We slacked on her bed, switched many channels, munched on sushis for supper, listened to music and played like tons of games? =D
Her house is like super fun man. Better than disneyland. How should I describe her room?
1. Super big like 2 times your normal class room.
2. Really pink with more plushies than mini toons. (I MEAN IT)
3. Lots of beanbags.
4. 2 Laptos.
5. 1 Personalized toilet with pooh beah toilet seats.
6. Super uber wooo sexay surround speakers that will make you go gagaga. (too bad she only use it for soft music)
7. Lots of bean bags man!
8. 1 big cupboard full of clothes enough to last you for 10 years.
9. 1 big cupboard full of.. footwear? OMG man?
10. Guess what? the thing you love most. TWO BEDS! 1 WATER BED. 1 SUPER SOFT DONO WHAT BED. water bed specially for her dolls (walao..) the other bed is the one where we slept on. Hmm.. better bed for the dolls. wthecks. =_="

Okay nice? Don't drool.

In the end its just soft music and she fell asleep halfway. I was almost squashed by her;- eh no luhs, not really squashed cos she's really light but I didn't dare move either cos she otherwise her head would drop off.. my lap. LoL. Did you thought bed?

I eventually snaked my way out of the bed and fooled around with her lightings. Got disco lights, night/romantic orange ones that you can adjust with a dimmer and just the normal lights. Damn nice man. Too bad my house's dimmer is spoilt. =.=" You guys know why. dots.

After playing I felt really tired, so went to sleep beside her. Halfway in lala-land I woke up hearing her cries. But this time it was not my fault kay? She dreamed of her dead puppy..
Wanna guess the name? Hint: Pretty similar to my nickname. -.-"

6am we woke up to watch sunrise.

7am break fast was leftover cakes & sushis.

After breakfast it was extra naptime for miss princess but she insisted on sending me home.
=.=?
so we took a bus home and she hugged me again. then it was byebye princess and i hit the sack.
fun but tired. yawns.








~ { 12:43 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Thursday, March 13, 2008


Taggy Replies:

Melisa: Yes yes yes! I miss you too. (:

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I retreated to my bed at 2am+ and I woke up around this time too. Geez, I spent 12 hours on my bed thinking about the past, tossing and turning around and I simply could not sleep so I woke up as zombie-like as ever due to lack of sleep for the past few days.

Well.. I gotta thank Melisa for her uber-late birthday wish & kiss. That was really sweet. (:
I was really surprised to find out that many people do still remember my birthday. I didn't expect any wishes of any sort but I was flooded with happy-birthdays messages on 19 February 2008. Its been a month, but I still remember; - especially the one from RPWS where Irayani, Pei Chieh, Song Ren, Vanessa & Eugene all wished me at the same time. What a surprise! Really appreciated that. :D:D

I believe some people already found out about my blogging pattern. Different colours represent the different mood I carry and sometimes I don't blog not because I'm busy, but because I'm really sad/upset . Perhaps a little of it attributed to business but not all the time. In short, I just don't wanna blog down my sadness memories.

For those did read my blog regularly, I have a post on "not-wanting-to-recall sad memories ", though inevitable as it may be at times, the least I could do is well.. reduce it; for its not something to reminisce but one that is really mind boggling and totally obstructs my life. I repeat, totally.

Perhaps I might stop hiding from all these sad-thingies and actually blog it all out but I doubt that would happen in the near future. But just perhaps though.

Right now, I'm gonna do this:-

1. Strip naked.
2. Bathe naked. (of course)
3. Brush my teeth. (naked too)
4. Change. (so I won't be naked any longer. LoL~)
5. Go out. (with clothes on!)

Which means I gotta go for now. Tata~





To: Chiu Yen

I love you too!
Jia you jia you. You know I'll be there for you when you're down.
You also know I always told you to smile, so, smile!












~ { 2:00 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Wednesday, March 12, 2008


Taggy Replies! (Yes, its back)

Hamster (mei) - I wouldn't want you to. But if you have to, then you have to. ):

Yilin - Relinked.

Fiona (mei) - Nothing ba.

Adriana (..idono) - Its not dead, I'm just hibernating.

Ying Ying - Boo! You're lazier lor.

Ying Ying - Once? Like 1 little 2 little 3 little indian~

Fifah - Aww. I miss you to!

Anna - Construction worker = Lionel? xD

Anna - I lost the link. X_o (Stolen smiley without copyright from ..idono)

Stone - Wei wei wei. Chou kor kor Sherman, anyhow steal my Sharon's nickname. $#@!$@#

Adriana (..idono) - Yaya?

Melisa - Yes, your name is listed in 4 March 2008 entry. Miss my blog? :D

Ying Ying - Says who!! *bite*

p - Take a sit, listen to some music and simply chill around in my blog. Leave your name too? (:

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I wonder why there are so many tings around. Check this out,
Wan Ting + Li Ting + Yi Ting + Yan Ting.
But only one matters. I'd normally be glad if she found someone to look after her, but not this time. Weird.



Just some randomness for now.


Thise script is copyrighted by me,
featuring Thomas, Derrick & Bernice.

Copyright © 2008 Kawaii Emoness. All rights reserved. Registered with the Library of Congress Copyright Office.


Thomas: I go pang sai. Brb!

.. 10 minutes later ..

Bernice: Rick Rick! My didi stuck in toilet bowl huh?

Derrick (me): Nope, I flushed him down the toilet bowl.

Bernice: *screams & fainted*

.. 3 minutes later ..

Thomas: Back!

Derrick: You made your way up?

Bernice: LOL

Thomas: Lao sai lah.. I brb again.

Derrick (me): I'll help you. *kick Thomas into the toilet bowl*

Thomas: *splat* Thanks.

Derrick(me): Head first! You don't hafta thank me ,")

Bernice: Perfect shot! Taste nice?

Thomas:
Eeeww.. I eat wrong thing la.. fuck.

Derrick & Bernice:
Yup! Your just swallowed some lao sai~


-End of Randomness-



Jeez. I'm still bored and sad. Anyone wanna entertain me?

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Tata for now.











~ { 8:49 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Monday, March 10, 2008


I guess, I made her waste too much time.

-2006, I let yt down.
-2007, I let yt Ting down again.
-2008, yt said it matters no longer, and left.

She used to say that her chinese name sounded like 'eating' and thus disliked it.



Sorry.

























~ { 5:41 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Tuesday, March 04, 2008


This blog isn't dead. The blogger is simply busy like hell. But he's still as cute and chubby as ever.
:D

He still loves:-

1. Bolster
2. Ying Ying
3. Chiu Yen
4. Melisa
5. Mrs Enthu
6. Hamster
7. Yi Wen
8. X.N.
9. Zai, Lionel, Mike & Alvin bro.

~ { 11:27 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .